... faithful. Wow! Two months ago I was sitting in the Seattle airport on my way back to Maryland. As I was watching the sunset and waiting for my plane, I spent time in prayer with God. I sensed him saying that no matter what happened over the next two months I needed to know that he was faithful. Virtually every morning I was home I started the day in prayer as I walked around my community, reminding myself of God's promise to be faithful and asking for the courage to take the necessary steps of faith everyday. Now I sit back in my office at camp, my time of fundraising at home is done, and God has remained true to his word. I have returned to camp having reached the full $2000/month minimum requirement for raising my salary!
But being home was much more than raising money. It was spending time with so many friends and family members. It was getting to share with people about my life and work and how God has been leading me. It was getting to build new friendships. It was fun. It was challenging. It was encouraging, and a time to learn to walk more closely in dependence on the Lord.
Thank you so much to everyone I got to enjoy spending time with. I was overwhelmed by a strong community of faith who both supports me and believes in me. What an a amazing gift to receive!
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good friends, good mountains
"'You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,' declares the Lord"
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Why, "In Search of the Source"?
Most people, when they hear about my job, have some sort of reaction that says, "That's not work... you get to paid to play in the wilderness all the time!" or "I want that job!" Well... first of all, they're kind of right. They would probably love it, and there are definitely a lot of times when I'm thinking to myself, "I can't believe I'm getting to do this. I love this!" But the part of the job that I really love is teaching. I love to teach stuff that I really care about... and faith in Chrsit is one of those things. My best days aren't days of shear outdoor bliss, but they're days when God's word seems to jump out at us through the very things the students and I are experiencing together. And the very best days come when God's word not only jumps out at us, but sinks back into our hearts and bears fruit in our lives. I love seeing things click and start to produce change for those that I get to teach and even within myself.
All of that is to say, "Wow! Lord, you have given me an amazing gift in allowing me to do what I get to do." BUT... the work in and of itself is nothing. Our wilderness playground is nothing. Change in people's lives is nothing... nothing without "the Source," that is . Christ is the Source. He is the wellspring of life. You don't need to be in the bear hug of the mountains or in the churns of a sunwarmed river to find life or peace or joy or contentment. For some reason I find it so easy to get distracted from the main point. I think I see life in so many things. I have so often thought that others had really found the answer because of the things that they were getting to do... the places they were getting to go to... the people they were friends with. I was especially fooled by people getting to go live overseas and do mission work over there. It seemed to me that if I got to do that, my life would be complete. But I guess it doesn't take too much soul searching to start realizing that we can be totally discontent people though we have everything that we need and more. So... I am in a constant search of the Source, knowing first hand from my own experiences that even the best in life is nothing without the source of life himself. It all gets so empty so quickly. And my soul has too much of an ache in it to be wasting more time. I want to know Christ, Life himself, and to have joy and peace in him. I want to be filled to gushing over and to be able to follow him into the worst of life's circumstances and to live as a light in the midst of great darkness.
And now, these have all just been words. And though my life has a long way to go before these words mark the reflection of who I am, it is still my heart's desire and that for which I seek. That's why "In Search of the Source." And just to give credit where it's due... it's also the title of one of my favorite books by Neil Anderson, a former missionary to the Folopa people of Papua New Guinea. So, if you haven't already... I hope you too give up the search for life where it can't be found and start seeking out the Source... the one who says to us, "If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him" (John 7:37-38).
All of that is to say, "Wow! Lord, you have given me an amazing gift in allowing me to do what I get to do." BUT... the work in and of itself is nothing. Our wilderness playground is nothing. Change in people's lives is nothing... nothing without "the Source," that is . Christ is the Source. He is the wellspring of life. You don't need to be in the bear hug of the mountains or in the churns of a sunwarmed river to find life or peace or joy or contentment. For some reason I find it so easy to get distracted from the main point. I think I see life in so many things. I have so often thought that others had really found the answer because of the things that they were getting to do... the places they were getting to go to... the people they were friends with. I was especially fooled by people getting to go live overseas and do mission work over there. It seemed to me that if I got to do that, my life would be complete. But I guess it doesn't take too much soul searching to start realizing that we can be totally discontent people though we have everything that we need and more. So... I am in a constant search of the Source, knowing first hand from my own experiences that even the best in life is nothing without the source of life himself. It all gets so empty so quickly. And my soul has too much of an ache in it to be wasting more time. I want to know Christ, Life himself, and to have joy and peace in him. I want to be filled to gushing over and to be able to follow him into the worst of life's circumstances and to live as a light in the midst of great darkness.
And now, these have all just been words. And though my life has a long way to go before these words mark the reflection of who I am, it is still my heart's desire and that for which I seek. That's why "In Search of the Source." And just to give credit where it's due... it's also the title of one of my favorite books by Neil Anderson, a former missionary to the Folopa people of Papua New Guinea. So, if you haven't already... I hope you too give up the search for life where it can't be found and start seeking out the Source... the one who says to us, "If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him" (John 7:37-38).
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